http://www.ttpstudents.com/content/blog/MichaelPatton/mysisterangieandrmm
Read this blog by Michael Patton about the tragic suicide of his sister. I know Michael and he is as real as they come.
Bob
Fides Quaerens Intellectum
Extract:
As many of you know, my sister took her life on Jan 4 2004, alone, in a cold dark hotel room in Denton, TX. It has been almost three years and the pain is still very real and close. Her death is still more like a dream than a reality ….
I know that there are so many people who go through tragic and meaningless suffering and pain, and I know that what you believe sometimes gets turned upside down by emotions and disillusionment. What you believe and why you believe it is the most important thing during this time as your experience fights for control of your theology. The experience of suffering can suffocate all that you thought you held to so strongly, making you feel like you never really held to it at all. Your previous confidence in faith can yield to the circumstances making your previous confidence seem like a deceptive hypocrisy where the mask of your former trust is taken off to reveal a horrible picture of a weak and dispassionate liar. I know what this is like as I have seen it and looked it in the face.
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